Earliest Childhood Memory

Hello Everybody!

As you can tell by the title this is my earliest childhood memory.

My earliest childhood memories only consist of my family and I visiting my Pop (Grandfather) in the hospital when i was 3 years old.

(photo with my Pop at my Aunties house in 2003)

One time, i remember, my family and I went into his hospital room and as soon as my Pop saw us, his face lit up, he was so happy to see some family and i walked over to him and gave him a hug and it felt like he never wanted to let me go. After that happened i can't remember much else, but he i do remember he gave me a small wooden bumble bee, that i still have to this day, me being a stupid 3 year old walked over to a vending machine and was going to put it in there, but then everyone was say "No, don't do it, get back here" which right after i felt extremely bad for doing.

A while later i was sitting near the front door in the lounge room playing with my barbies and my Mum came home and she looked very sad, drained and pail in the face, she looked as if she had been crying. After that day my Mum just didn't want to do anything, neither did my Dad and my brother seemed sad as well, i had no idea what was going on.

Turns out my Pop had passed away.

After this had all happened My family and I went to a church dressed in black, i didn't know what was happening, all i knew was that everyone was dressed in black, my uncle, aunty, cousins and people i didn't know were there crying. I was standing on the seat looking around thinking "why is everyone crying? Why are we here?" I then sat down and watched the man up the front talk about my Pop and how he will be forever in our hearts.

A few years later i had adjusted to what all of it was about and the sadness hit me, just not as hard as it hit my family because i couldn't really remember a lot, but i did remember my Pop and i was sad that i will never get to see him again. To this day i miss him and i wish he was still here.

My Pop was to young to have left. He was 57 years old and he died of Pancreatic cancer. 

I love my Pop, i'll always remember him.

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30/6/14 

24 year old self

Hello!

As you can tell by the title of the page this page is for me to look at when i'm 24 years old.

So, Mackenzie. right now i am 14 years old in year 9 and i just finished the 1st semester at main campus and soon going over to St Mary's. Honestly i do not want to go because i am worried that it is going to be so much harder, like the teachers said, it's not going to be smooth sailing and it's not a time for relaxing. I have been told that it will be fun and i should really go on the camps but i'm just scared that something will happen, i don't know what, but i'm just a bit anxious. I don't really like the teachers because they are strict and don't seem like the kind of people that will let you get away with the smallest thing. 

I'm going to miss main campus because it was so much fun! i got to do the subjects i wanted to do, even though it was only 3 but it was fun. I did Music Production, Video Game Design and History "Making Of The Modern World", my favourite was history even though Jayden and I always talked during it and hardly got any work done, but, the teacher was so nice and always talked to us like we weren't idiots.

At the moment my aspiration is to move to America for a year and try to become a movie actress. My plan is to get a trade behind my back, which will be hairdressing, move over to L.A and get a job there as a hairdresser while on the side try to get auditions for movies or television shows. But my ultimate dream is to become a singer, the thing i wanted to do when i'm a singer to preform concerts every night, i want to bring 5 or 10 people on stage to sing a song with me. I also wanted people to go around the arena and hand out free meet and greet tickets to 500 people because, me right now, would love one of my idols to do that and to at least have a chance to meet them, so i thought if i was someones idol they have a chance to meet me. So hopefully one of these things is happening when i'm 24.

From what i have just read there is not a lot going on in my life right now, I'm going to update this page every so often until i turn 16 and then read it when i turn 24, so, hopefully i didn't get to bored.

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28/6/14

Introduction!

Hello Everybody!

An introduction about myself. My name is Mackenzie, i am a teenager from Melbourne, Australia. My passions include music, art, acting and reading and writing.

The reason i started this blog is because i just really need something to do in my spare time seeings as i have a lot of it.

This will be dedicated to people who need advice about boys/girls, advice about bad times and situations you're going through and anything you need advice about or just someone to talk to.

You could say that this is a bit of an advice blog.

I know about Zoella and how she gives advice on Anxiety. Just letting you know that i actually suffer from it as well, I have suffered from it all my life and know plenty about it, so if you can't get through to her feel free to ask me anything you need to know about it.

Seeings as I am a girl, I will be doing monthly favourites and recommending good products that help take care of certain things, products that i have been enjoying throughout the month and plenty of different favourites.

As I am new to the blogging scene just to ahead and tweet me things you want me to blog about.

This may not have been the best introduction but thank you for reading!

~Mackenzie

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